this is me hungover. old pic. ya
Let me start by saying BuffaLo, New York you kiLLed it today!! There were so many of you & it was definiteLy one of my favorite shows of tour! However, today whiLe jumping into the crowd to sing “Drug Of Choice” my BLood NeckLace was stoLen. The neckLace carried the bLood of someone very speciaL to me & I used it to harness energy on stage. Since its been off my neck I’ve feLt sick & weak… I understand being excited at shows & wanting to be a part of something speciaL but ripping the neckLace off my neck wasn’t very cooL to say the Least! I Love you aLL & it wouLd mean the worLd to me if you sent it back. PLease tweet me if you have it & I shaLL reward you greatLy! Much EviL Love & see you aLL on Warped!
HeLLo here are the Lyrics for I Can’t Breathe… This song means a Lot to me & describes my battLe with suicide & my downward spiraL battLing my own sanity. However, i puLLed through & added words of encouragement for peopLe battLing the same issues @MichaelVampire
I CAN’T BREATHE ( Off New aLbum ~HeLLBound & HeartLess)
I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrist to breathe
decapitating every single motion
only to fall to my knees
I’m not a spectacle
I’m not alright
I’m not a fucking joke
I’m not alright
I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrist to breathe
Call me pathetic and torture me
cause In my mind I can’t breathe
I’m suffocating every single notion
forcing me down to my knees
I am so sacrilegious I am the whore
I’m not the superficial one you adore
You spit your insults force suicide
I spit your insults into your eyes
Lyrics: MichaeL Vampire
Hello everyone,
As most of you know I tend to keep my L addiction out of my Tumblr posts ..most of the time. There’s a reason behind my L madness & here it is… It all started with a memo I read online. It was genius but I questioned it somewhat thinking people, especially my haters, wouldn’t actually take offense to this.. were hateful people that frustrated & bored with life to take notice of a minor flaw that meant absolutely nothing to them? The answer to that is YES! I started small making harmless spelling errors, which honestly wasn’t intense enough. So i moved to capital L’s thinking it would be just the thing to piss “Haters” off & cause a minor stir. I wanted people to ask themselves ..“Was this on purpose? Was he a complete moron? I don’t see why he does this? Faggot Twilight guy ( sorry had to throw that in there LOL)” In any case it spread like wildfire throughout our social networks & beyond. I remember being in the green room on tour & the headlining band ( which made fun of my makeup everyday) asked me “Dude WTF is with all the L’s” hahaha I totally lost it & couldn’t stop laughing! The fact that these people actually have full discussions about my L’s amused me so much that i took it even further! I decided to put the L’s everywhere! I would even sign my checks with capital L’s! I had everyone from extreme haters of my band to family members asking about the L’s!! Now to be honest… I started this because of the Hate i was receiving & really wanted to piss off the ignorant people that consumed themselves with me. It’s not easy to Hate on someone! It takes time & dedication to lurk around to find info. I wanted these hateful people to be consumed with my L’s… i wanted them to Hate me so much that a “letter” would consume their lives! Recently, I saw some hate towards me mocking my L’s hahaha they actually wrote Hate about me using my capital L’s! That was the turning point for me. Thus the reason i am writing this today. I wanted all of our amazing fans & friends to know why i did this. It wasn’t easy keeping it from you haha I honestly gave up my plan a couple of times to fans that were concerned about it. However, I can gladly say this was an amazing victory for us … it proves we can change the world with one simple capital letter! Together we will change everything!!! I will continue to use my L’s to prove a point online … feel free to join me & fuck the haters and the people that don’t believe in you. I care for everyone of you & I’ll do my best to fight against hate. Luv you aLL ;] MV
Hi
This post is in regards to the BS you are reading & listening to on the internet! About 2 years ago before Kiss The Sun Goodbye was even a thought .. I had a “friend” haha if that’s what you call him.. help record early pre pro demos in our old lockout/storage room in N. Hollywood. We were fucking around with different melodies of which I’ve never sang before. We had to get 16 (give or take ) demos done within 3 hours so we could mix them & show the label rough ideas of what we were trying to achieve. So i sang & laid down these tracks as fast as i could singing each one for the first time.. this is called DEMO PRE PRO. This means these aren’t even the pre production demos for the record just an idea CD gathered before we entered real pre production with our real producer Fred for Kiss The Sun Goodbye. The tracks you are hearing online are 1st takes on DEMO PRE PRO, meaning useless material used for melody ideas in the rawest form possible, not to mention possibly manipulated! Now that being said living in Hollywood Ca could be described as a Rat Race.. people stepping on other people to gain relevance. As you know i am hated.. a Lot ..for many different reasons, some of which i have no idea where they came from. I am different & yes i wear make up, sue me! Anyways my so called friend that helped us record on garage band or whatever he used.. teamed up with my haters in Hollywood & attempted to pass of BS demos as my real voice! Now not to sound condescending but if you believe those were real tracks off our main record your retarded!! Not to mention 70% of our record was Hardcore vocals & songs like “Undead Heart” “Call Out The Dead” “Heart for a HeartLess” “Ashes to Ashes” ” Teenage Dream” to name a few USE NO AUTOTUNE! What do you think ole ass Ronnie Radke came in & sang my tracks? That would be NO! The tracks that have the effect of Autotune were meant to have it! I was heavily into dance/trance type shit & wanted that effect! Now if your still going to be ignorant and believe everything you hear on the internet ( TMZ ) COME TO A LIVE SHOW! Not just because I would love haters to pay to see me ;] but because I’ll sing right to your face! haha.. Now most people would be bashing the people that tried to pass this off as my real voice ya know my singing voice LOL ..i chose to keep them NAMELESS ..not much of a change for them! OUR UPCOMING RECORD WILL BE USING NO AUTOTUNE OR HARDTUNE FX!! THATS RIGHT.. HATERS BEWARE & THIS NEW RECORD DROPS THIS YEAR BEFORE WARPED TOUR! So this means Haters can kiss my fucking ass! I am here to stay.. I Love my fans, friends, band, management, & label. The only reason I’m even writing this is to clear any misunderstanding with the people that count ..our fans! If you don’t like that take some Autotune spread it on your lips & suck my big dick! ~ MICHAEL VAMPIRE
I’ve been avoiding tumbLr Like the pLague… Every time I gaze upon this bLank white page I become eager to reLease every singLe emotion on my mind. Then I wake up in the morning & reaLize I put too much of myseLf out there. I am a private person when it comes to my emotions. I’ve trusted too many times & Loved onLy a seLect few in my Life. My extreme paranoia & OCD pLague me more than you wiLL ever know. My addictions have nothing to do with drugs„, I curse myseLf tho. I am eager for the worLd to finaLLy hear me ..not some contrived connotation of me. I have the right peopLe on each side of me now. Some I trust with my Life. My anger issues have turned into rage & my rage into eviL. This is not some buLLshit phrase to boost my career… I am what I am. Those of you that know me..know me. I am dead set on buiLding something great & never Letting my fans down in the process… you are everything to me. In 2012 Vampires Everywhere wiLL shock the worLd. Did I mention I’m sitting aLone in the dark Listening to my air conditioner & firepLace?!?… weLL I am! This random tumbLr post has no boundaries..Maybe one. I know you can hear me when I’m not there. The smeLL on the piLLows stiLL remain. I am more than excited about Warped Tour! I finaLLy get to meet aLL of you face to face. The new music is intense with intense messages. Anyway time for some NetfLixx… see you aLL tomorrow! #VampiresEverywhere #2012
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Strung out & EviL as Fuhhhh! #GothNRoLL baby.. right now!!
EVIL THOUGHTS!!
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